I see you will have a very emotional week ahead of you. No way it couldn't be to anyone that has a loving heart. I feel for you more than you know. Sometimes life isn't always fair, and hopefully one day we all will understand why things happen the way they do. Makes you wonder what could possibly be gained by so much hurt. I think if ya look into the eyes and hearts of people you touch, you'll see what can be gained... Peace Love n Harmony ... I think thats what keeps you inspired my friend... you know what can be gained...  You've seen it...I thank God that there are people like you out there. You make my heart smile my friend... Peace and Love to you, my favorite pirate... So long mate...